is this life?

1. no one should have a life like me.  once loved because i was earning money.  after becoming disabled, which my parents thought.  they did not give me liberty to take decisions.  the one i took, i am repaying it now and will do it forever.  the girl i love hates me.  because i have MS, vbut she went with a person who has MS.  but there is a diff.  i have multiple sclerosis where as he has money and sex power. fxxxxx life.