crazy dream

what a crazy dream i had last night, or should i say very early in the morning.  i dreamt that a whale was in the house, well no water, just whale going around like a serpant.  I tried to give him bread, but he wanted to ear my hand,  after some time, i started to go on my bed, but was slithering behind me.  Some how i managed to be in my bed and he was still slithering.
what is the meaning of this dream?  does it foreshadow something?

what is it?

what is it that gives me scary thougts?  is it my innate problem or what?

i got email from city that my travel pass is cancelled, after sleepless night i went to my school and everything is sorted,  i am relieved.  i can sleep pecefull, i hope
wait for next enrey

tired am i

tired amri i, because of my attitude, i had and still have innate ability to see all the things positively.  i hatewhen my ex comes and cries which she thinks "might" happen.  i am physically disaabled and she thinks that i cannot support her daughter.  well i know i cannot physically, but mentally?  my brain is still working.
that is frustrating:(